641. / Abyss

There is a dark hole and I'm getting closer and closer. An abyss opened next to me and I'm walking right on the edge. How long untill I fall? How long untill I give up and leave the path that goes past it? In the abyss is fear and I want to escape but I can't like it a dream when you're paralyzed and you can't move. Can't get away, getting closer, soon I won't be here anymore because I am dead, not physicaly but my soul my mind, just gone.

© Ririfrog

640. / surgery

I'm shortly before my third surgery. It's never been easy but it's getting harder and harder. I can't stop thinking and worrying about it. I am so scared but I can’t tell anyone because that would make it even worse. I feel like I have to be the strong one for you. I know you are scared but I am too and actually, I hoped that having a boyfriend who goes through all of this with me would help and make it easier. Well, so now I stay strong and try to do my best. Whatever, I am still scared I hope it’s gonna work out.

© Ririfrog

639. / Old Blog

Well well, my old blog doesn't work, again!

For those who are interested what was going on in the mean time, check this out.

Enjoy my blogs.

XOXO ririfrog